Is it Friday yet??

Do you remember how I mentioned earlier about how I'm ready to move to another state?  Well, now I'm really, REALLY ready to move!  This morning started out ok, but has since gone down hill very fast.  As many people have discovered after looking out their front window, it snowed last night.  Here in Colorado it rained pretty hard for about 3 hours and then decided to turn to that white fluffy stuff I despise.  When Bryan went out to clean off his truck this morning, he discovered his windshield had a huge crack in it.  Awesome.  One more thing to fix on his truck ::pinches bridge of nose::.  Not 2 hours later I get a call at work saying that Bryan was in a car accident!  WHAT THE HECK?!  I swear the universe is conspiring against me for having such a great day yesterday.  Luckily everyone was ok, but his truck won't start and his front end is entirely messed up.  It's being towed to the shop to be looked at now.  Even if it is fixable, it's going to cost an arm and a leg and my next paycheck to fix!  Someone, anyone, please just shoot me now.  Needless to say I'm a bit frustrated this morning and my nerves have taken just about all they can handle. 

Have you ever resented anyone to the point that you wanted to strangle them no matter what they do?  Well, that's roughly how I feel about this state.  Everything bad thing that happens, every element that is out of my control, I seem to be blaming it on this aggrivating state.  I know a good chunk of it is my fault/responsibility, but I can't help but think that if we were living somewhere else none of this would happen.  Things would be different.  The truth is that it doesn't really matter where we are, all of these things are possible to happen anywhere, but I'd just rather they happened in one of those other places and not here in Colorado. 

That said, I spent a good chunk of my afternoon yesterday looking at Craigslist for job openings in Texas and California.  I'm determined now more than ever to find a solution to my obsession with moving to a new state, even if it means that I'll have to work 3 jobs just to get us going while Bryan finds one.  I just need out of this damn state AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!.....Ok, I'm better now.  As long as I keep breathing and working I should be alright for now.

Here's to hoping tomorrow is a better day!  Stay safe and warm my friends :)